Now it's a gift and a curse since my birth
I'm in a prison
Oh I'm happy right where I'm at
You see I'm trapped in my mind
And I know it's crazy
Hey it's not that bad at all
It's about time I updated my ID. The last one if from 2011 and well, things have certainly changed from that time.
So a little about me:
I have realized that I am gender queer. There is a long story behind this, something I'll probably save for a journal or a deviation. And to clear up the air, both male or female pronouns are good with me. Just don't ever call me an it.
I have gotten a tattoo of a semi colon on my wrist, to raise awareness for depression, mental disorder, and suicide. It is small, but it is precious to me.
I will probably be dying my hair in unconventional ways even when I'm an old lady.
I am pansexual, and have just started peaking my head out of my closet. I've told my parents and a few closest friends, but none of my siblings or other friends know. It's scary, being pansexual, because people don't think it's real.
Speaking of closets, f I could afford a new wardrobe, I'd fill it with pastel goth inspired clothing. I adore everything about pastel goth, which is funny because when it first came out, I hated it. For the time being, I pretty much live in comfy clothes like sweats or pajama pants. And no, I don't wear pajama pants in public. I'm not that
I have finally come to not only accept my body, but actually love it. I love being curvy, I love being short, I feel sexy and confident, and I've found the strength to stick up for myself when men (or women) treat my body with disrespect. This is a major leap in my life. I haven't felt comfortable in my skin for over a decade. It's a very happy change.
I've become addicted to video gaming, and I don't want an intervention.
I am not sure what I want to major in, but I'm thinking either elementary education or art with a minor in theatre.
I'm in my universities women's choir and I adore it. I had forgotten how much I love being in a well organized choir.
When I eat, I usually turn on Regular Show or Adventure Time. It's a little routine that I have. I love those shows.
I am unsure of my religious beliefs, but I consider myself to be a Unitarian Universalist Christian. That's the closet I can come up with right now. And yes, spirituality is very important to me.
I think I'm pretty great person. I have my flaws, but I am always striving to be open minded and improve myself. For that, I am proud of who I am. ❤